Stress

Gave up on studying and am now focused on not having panic attacks in the middle of class. The joys of being a mental case. ;P

On the up side, I bought a cute pair of rain boots and am now waiting for it to rain. BRING IT, NATURE.

~Juju

Math Quiz

I know that this blog makes me seem like a total downer, but I can't really fix that right now. I have more bad news. The math quiz we had today was so hard that I left more than half the answers blank because I had no idea how to do any of it. My brain hurts so much right now and the quiz is nothing like the homework we do every night. It wasn't even like the practice quiz in the textbook, which I spent 2 hours doing last night.

I think this will bump my grade down another letter. :(

I hate my math teacher so much.

Work work work and no play should give this girl an A

So yeah, I don't really spend a lot of time studying. I'm lazy, and since I'm in high school, everyone around me brags about getting great grades without studying. What about me? Well...there's just so many other things I want to do other than study.

So many other things that turn me into a procrastinator.

It's pretty awful to never want to do something, but expect decent results and finals are just around the corner. (2 weeks! Why didn't I start studying earlier!?) I wrote game plans for my academic classes and the material I need to study, as well as the time frame last night. But now that it's Monday and time to get crackin' on those textbooks, I'm having a difficult time dragging myself away from the computer. It doesn't help that I'm failing math, so studying for that will be learning the units instead of just refreshing my memory.

So I whined a ton to get this stuff out of my system. Better get back to the Spanish textbook and finish memorizing the fact that la portada means network. :P

Wish me luck!

Nada

Well, if you don't speak Spanish or if you're not familiar with the Americanisms we have here, nada means nothing. I'm only calling it an Americanism because most Americans know a few Spanish words that we integrate into our normal everyday lives. Tacos don't count. I'm not sure if it's the same in other countries, so I'm sorry if it's not actually an Americanism. I'm not stuck up, I swear! ;)

I seem to spend a lot of time (okay, all) ranting about how much a suck and things along those lines. Nothing's really changed on any front, but oh well. I've had a week off school for our Thanksgiving break and so far I haven't even touched my homework. Oops! That is entirely my fault and I'll spend all of tomorrow frantically playing catch up. The good news is that I've had an amazing break. My sister and I cooked all day on Thursday, and I'm glad to say that dinner was amazing! Our guests ate almost everything, so the food was either really good or they were starving. ;P

I'll get back into that self-hate stuff when school starts again, but it's nice to be a little less high strung all the time. Have any of you seen Rise of the Guardians? I watched it with my friends and it's amaaazing. Jack Frost is strangely attractive for an animated character. It doesn't hurt that Chris Pine voice acts him.   <3 Oh, his voice!

~Juju

Failure =_=

So I just failed yet another math test. What's up with me and numbers? We really don't mix. At all. ._. The sad thing is that the rest of my family members are brilliant when it comes to math. Do you think I'm exaggerating? Well, it's probably smart of you. Teenagers exaggerate a lot, but I am seriously failing this stupid thing.

Drumroll, please...I have a...

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C in that class. Ugh, math is a life skill that I will never have. D:

Well, I've got to study my butt off more! See ya later~

~Juju

Sick

Ugh, I spent the day home today because I was sick. It was probably a poor choice, but when I woke up this morning, I honestly couldn't stand up without wanting to puke. My mom was skeptical, but I didn't want to risk puking in class and being known as "the girl who puked" all year. :( Now I'm behind, or should I say more behind, in my classes. Not only did I stay home for the entire day, but I also didn't do anything.
Instead of working on my schoolwork so I won't be as behind when I come back, I slept like a lazy person all day. Ugh, this is so stupid.
I'm just always wasting my time!
:(
Sniffles and nausea,
Juju

Oops!

Oops, I almost forgot I had a blog. Sorry for not posting in just about forever and dropping off the face of the planet. ^_^ That was pretty stupid of me. There's been no real progress since I've started this blog and I've actually gained weight! I know, right? So annoying. School = stress = more food = weight gain. =_= I wish I was one of those skinny girls who can eat whatever they want and never get fat.

On the other things I wanted to work on, there's been no real progress either. I'm still a little introverted shy girl, still wearing jeans and sweatshirts, and still no make up or hairstyling. I know! What have I been doing all these months?

Nothing. :P Absolutely nothing. I've just wasted time on the internet.

The school year is back in session and guess what? I'm also failing that. For the first time ever, I'm literally failing my math class. For me, math is the hardest thing ever. I just sit in class and listen and take notes, but I never understand what my teacher's saying! Another thing in the way of my imaginary perfection. :( No matter how hard I try, I don't understand what's happening. I tried getting students to explain things to me and I've been staying behind after class to make the teacher re-explain things, but that doesn't work either! I'm just not designed for school, poo.

And yeah, I guess that's my goal. To be perfect. I'm like the opposite of perfect right now, sadly enough.

Blah, blah, blah, it's unhealthy and whatever.

So is what I'm doing now.

See you soon!

~Juju